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Friday 31 December 2010

"Box oF 2010"

Box of 2010 .... eHm.... cakap pasal Box ane biasanya utk tani nyimpan barang2 lah ah ...

Box of 2010 ? Ehmmm.... ManY Things Happened in 2010 ThaT I wAnna KeeP Them There and Lock TheM uP ......

January 2010 :

iT sTarTs noT sO gOod.... My mama admit to RIPAS ... mama Masatu damam berat..... den we brought her to hospital .... then mama kana admit ...... since then kluar masuk hospital...

ehm , yea I sTarted My Teaching PracTice @ SUAMPRIPAD ...! it was a lovely teaching experience ever ... I get to know many loveable ppl there! kwn2 dgn TP, cooperating teachers, all tcrs arah the staffroom sporting! i miss them!!! huhu. and also i love all my students!!! they are very wonderful students :D . mula2 seksa jua rasanya kn ngajar tu, but yea day by day,time past away.. *lagu westlife tayaaa,pacah ahhahha* i realised that teaching is fun! wlwpun it demands lots of creativity but yea i do love teaching :)


The TP ends in May! :( sedih jua rasanya kn ninggalkan that lovely school but yea we have to go :)

May?: ehmm, as i said mama luah masuk ospital psl sakit ....... nda tau cana kn explain cana rasanya bila liat mama sakit atu ..... "May 2010" again mama masuk spital.... she looks very weak msatu ...........

And for one serious reason, we have to move out from our place at salambigar ....... for mama's own good.... we move to my bro's house .........

nya urg "hujan emas dinegeri org,hujan batu dnegeri sendiri,baik lagi dnegeri sendiri" mcm awut plg but yea ..... let it jz be defined by myself.....and the most important thing is .......

"The Home is where The HearT Lives" ...... All seven's 7 knows Better ....

i feel that i've lost some of the "loves" ....... --" .... dlm sekelip mata sj like things change very fast.... i dunno but yea that's the reality i have to face....

we cant always expect that the good things will always be there for us rite ? :)tp aku tau yang Things Happen For Reasons!

Yea bnr things happen for reasons, ku rasa maybe ku lebih bertanggungjawab kali wiv many things happen in the family... like berdikari psl hal ehwal rumah, all those kemahiran dlm rumah.... psl mama sakit so many things need to be handled sndri rite....


Banarnya bnyk airmata yang mengalir dlm tahun 2010 .... again... Allah and All 7's Know BeTTer .....

Mama's condition is ONE the reasonS the fall of tears..... u may not know cana rasanya when mliat masatu mama tpksa dbawa ke emergency and meliat ea sasak nafas and ...... bila mama g ckp mcm2 masatu, hati mana yg nda lamas rasanya mliat msatu mama mncari sorang2 anak2nya ...... she really2 looked very weak ........ , and mbari gigitan g rasakan btriak when doktornya g lmbt mbari oxygen. hellooooo it's an emergency room!!!!!!!!!!!!


then admit lagi, kna charge heart failure, almost 3 weeks d spital... it's not been any good for her but yea alhamdulillah we've tried jua dri DarussYifa ..... sikit2 ada membaik alhamdulillah...... but yea kadang2 bebalik.....


And there was one time tym drumah..... mustahil all 7's akan lupa .... msatu she looks very critical ..... like i dunno.... smua kmi bkumpul drumah dbilik ..malam... aher dah.... mama cari sorang2..... we all bacakan surah2 yang patut.... abg aji tipun dr jepun , kesian ea dr sana nda dpt dtg sini jmpa mama , i noe how he felt cana rasanya jauh dnegeri urg mndgr suara mama msatu bckp sama ea dr tipun , mama ckp ea nda apa2 dgn suaranya yg lamah bnr.... *Ya Allah.....:'( .... cobaan banar..*


kami smua ada drumah mnjaga mama smpy esuknya ...... .... and many things yg i cant share wiv u what happened in that particular challenging day ......

Alhamdulillah her condition gets better..... Allah punya kuasa...klw Allah menghendaki mama sihat smula mcm dulu, alhamdulillah.... tapi ane pun far much better dr keadaannya b4 ane.......


I think yea Allah knows better .... maybe klw Allah nda menguji mama....... kmi nda brapa mengambil spenuh perhatian arah mama kali .... maybe kalau mama sihat mcm dulu, kmi nda brapa bertanggungjawab kali .......... and now i love her more and more and more... setiap saat wiv mama adalah saat yg paling berharga :)... I Love All 7's sEven.... :)


2010 ..... I miss HOME ...... I Miss Lupak Luas....... I Miss EveryThing can be considered as HOME ..........


2010..... tahun yg mengukir kenangan berharga psl tahun 2010 ... Convocation Year! Class of 2010....! :') Alhamdulillah penat lelah 4 tahun berbaloi jua... but how wish bapa dpt liat smua ane but yea again Allah knows better .. :) ... Mama dpt liat at least rite :) my sis n bro wakil liat my convo :) ... i still can be considered as lucky rite :) Alhamdulillah :)


The sad thing ganya psl lps ne nda g akan sama mcm dulu tym d ubd slalu jmpa kwn2 .... Things happen and we cant expect that it will stay the same rite .... ikut saja tah alunan sama hayunan idup ane :D

ABC I Luv you sisters :)


2010.... Ramadhan and Raya? .... Ehmm.... whaT You sAy All 7's? ehmm can i jz skip
this one .... *lamas*


2010..... :( .... Allah lebih mengetahui...Allah nda akan menduga hambaNya melebihi kemampuan..... my sis in law jua kna charge breast cancer.... kmi sntiasa doakan spaya kaka kuat ,mndapat kesihatan and mndpt prlindungan dari Allah slalu amiin... All 7's will always support u and i know u r very strong in getting the chemo and everything ... Love u sis n bro and Akmals .. :)



2010..... Towards the end bnrnya is getting good :D ... ehmmm i wish :D

i get to do smtg yg slama ane aku mau buat..... FISHING!!!! siOOooTT!!!!! siuk!! alum ku tbuat psl memancing atu blognya XDD..... tp yea i did enjoy the day kamu u noe who!!! :DDDD alhamdulillah blurih jua ku LAUK PUTIH & SUMBILANG HHAHAHHAHAHHAHA nikmat rasanya dpt ikan ah XDDDDDD plus tenang jiwa :)


and and our so-called ABC Malam APresiasi!!! HAHAHAHHA FUN brabis!!!! kmi exchange adiah2, briuh dbilik otel, ada blognya tu,baca sha XD, tjmpa artis!!! wohoo!!! nyanset,nyanrais!!!! yetah siuklah! XDDD

Atu lagi jua ... HAHAHAHA aktiviti mereeezzz (sama jua ndaku smpt blogging XD) , bnr2 drg merez aktiviti sehari atu, pecah rekodku slama ane XDDD
merez dari pagi membowling,den ngeybox,then lunch then wayang (tmpt baru!!! siuk!ceta aku tak bodoh XD) then nyanset d tungku! phew! lawa tmptnya!


oh yea ! 1st experience liat movie 3D jua! woho!!

hahahahhaa this is really smtg nda pernah tepikir, i joined Peraduan menulis novel islam anjuran pusat da'wah, hahahha my fren nyuruh ikut XDD, mula2 mcm malas, skali end of november atu bru tah start kn mbuat, tutupnya 30.12.10 hahahahha,atuya memarah utak XDD. skali skala berkarya, mcm tym memprint manuskrip atu*manuskrip lahjua* like tacing rasanya,my 1st manuskrip!!! woho XDDD. tym memotokopi dkadai pun mcm gagar hahahhahaha XD , then 29.12.10 ku sama zira ngantar kmi punya manuskrip ke pusat da'wah XDD tawakal sha XD


ehmm what else ... 2010 ... Congratz to my Bro Abdul Hai, dapat nyambung Phd nya, alai manith doakan supaya bro pulang dgn mbwa segulung ijazah doktor falsafah .. Amiin :D

rumah makin sikit jelama hoho.....

hahahaha bruku realise, makin ke ujung taun panya makin bnyk things happen XDDD , picnic wiv All 7's !!,dinner out (stlh lama nda dinner ramai2 huhuhu, mama ikut XD d nyonya!! psl bro hai kn blyr , ngeee) then

we have our TL lagi!!! HAHAAHAHA



basically 2010 ... 2010 ... 2010.... is kinda a tough year for me and also for All 7's seven ..... be sTrong yea All 7's seven! mudah2an smua brlaku ane menambahkan kasih syg tani dgn izin Allah ,Amiin :)


buT heY 2011 is Here!!!! ANoTher JournEy musT be ConTinued!!!!

Perjalanan alum berakhir rite!!!! :DDD im so looking forward this 2011!!!! i dunno why tapi rasanya mcm 2011 ane bnyk smtg unusual happen hahaha random thought kali sj tp antah , jz have the feeling...hopefully it's good :D ..... Like my bro is getting married sOon!!!!!!!! ahernya stlh skian lama nada wedding ceremony! , our new HOME kan siap!!! Move Out g!!!! HAHHAHAA !! .. and hope jua i GeT A Job so very the soOn, i need money!!! HAHAHHAHHAA




yEA!! Welcome 2011!!!! Give Me The "Answer" :) I will Follow ur Road :)




Road of 2011 ............. To Be Continued :) ....


Me.... Love :)

Thursday 16 December 2010

Passportku Yang Hilang Kini Kembali Pulang~

salam ~

XD i jz wanna story a bit alkisah pasportku yg hilang kini kmbali pulang dah XD.

Alhamdulillah Allah mnunjukkan kebesaranNya sempena hari 'Aasyura kemarin, passportku yg slama ani ku cari ndada n sudah belapor ke balai pulis kes hilang + ke mahkamah + d imigresen pun batah prosesnya smpy mbuat surat rayuan mnta dcapatkan psl kn blyr,msh jua alum ada2 nya, alhamdulillah kemarin kedapatan balik my passport!!! XD

kemarin ptg ku mnjamur baju d atas,skali mama panggil, kir apa,dh masuk bilik mama, ''na,nah'', ku liat tgnnya pigang my passport, i was like speechless!!!! XD

rupanya arah beg yg slama ane dbawanya turun naik spital XD , according to her, kuat atinya tiba2 mencek my passport dlm beg atu wawa haaahaha. ..... kuasa Allah :) , things happen for reasons XD plan kn k jepun sama frens skali im the spoiler nda jd sal nda kjumpahan passport huhuhu, but yea ada hikmahnya x nda jd, smtg's going on maybe :)

there u go, my passport!!! XD






Hearts,
Syuna

Wednesday 15 December 2010

10 Muharram 1432H

SaLaM Hari 'Aasyura everyone every muslims in this world :)

Hope tani smua mndpt keberkatan smpena hari 'Aasyura and we try grab as many benefits as we can, insya Allah by doing fasting maybe? :)

And Al-FaTihah To My Beloved One And OnLy Father in This Life Haji Julay Bin AmaT ....

10 Muharram 1429H tarikh bapa menghembuskan nafas terakhir di hospital ripas ....

:') honestly ku rindu kan sabut "bapa" and see him in front of me .... but yea Allah is the best planner ......


I miss him and i know 'all seven' do ..... miss him miss him miss bapa


Pa, haydee kan kawin nda g lama ni! *how we wish u are here to share this happiness*


Pa, insya Allah kami kn pindah rumah baru taun dapan~

Pa, there is so much things that we wanna share wiv u


Pa, tadi ku baru liat gmbr lama tani :)

Pa, mama masani nda g mcm dulu tapi no worries we will look after her and give so much loves to her like u did :)

Pa, i really really miss you (O_o), u know?








Pa, im crying right now hehe

Loves,

From your youngest daughter

Nana

Tuesday 16 November 2010

saLaM Aidil Adha

Allahu Akbar... Allahu Akbar... Allahu Akbar..... Wa Lillaahilhamd...

SaLaM Aidil Adha Ya Muslimin wa MusLimaT :)

I'm praying i'll have chance to do Haj nanti insya Allah ... :')

Mudah2an Para Jemaah Haji Mendapat Haji Yang Mabrur Ameen Ya Robbi ... :)



Hamba Allah Yang Serba Kekurangan.....
Liyana....

Thursday 30 September 2010

Class oF 2010

Assalamuálaikum!!

Alhamdulillah.... Finally Today 30th September 2010 is My Graduation Day!!! Tahun ane jua special pasal UBD celebrate its 25th anniversary!!! Weeheeee!!! We End Our Degreee When SepTember Ends @ UBD Chancellor Hall!!! XDDD BuT This is The sTarT Of My New Life As A UBD Graduate! Banyak lagi yg menunggu Di hadapan!! ceyyaah ! :D

BuT This Achievement means nothing w/out support from family and friends :). LeT Me JusT "Flash Back" where did I first get my education! Tapi tataplah didikan pertama dari rumah rite~~ I would like to thanks to my parents yang dari damit dah dgn gigih kan mau anak2nya bepelajaran .... i know it's not an easy task for them kan menjaga anak2nya yg ramai 17 org but They Really Made it!!!!! Congratulations !! :') . Apa jua usaha tani kn mbalas jasa indung, tani nda akan dapat mbayar balik sumbangan susah payah drg mnjaga tani tapi at least what we can do we have to try to make them to be happy :)

Primary Level (Sek.Ren.Sg.Kebun)(7 years):
right! 1st formal education!! hahahaha i thought schooling was a nightmare!!! biasa, 1st day of school, menangis tarau2!!!!! like ku bayangkan skulah ane mcm spital ada duktur jahat menginjik wakakkakaka kanak2 tah jua bnr, tapi apa kena mengena skulah ngan spital anyway XDDD lain imaginasi kanak2 ne XDD or it's jz me XD, i dun even want my bapa to go home! hehhehehe. BuT yea days after days, tebiasa lah jua nda g nangis, hahahha labih jua ah XD Thanks to my cigu darjah pra yg mampu mbuatkan ku minat bljr haha ceyyyaah XD.
After darjah pra, naik darjah 1,2,3,4,5,6!!! XDDD Now another stage!


Secondary Level!(Sek.Men.Awg.Semaun) (5 years):

Here i had my lower and upper secondary education! :D Ane biasalah mula2 pun pyh sikitkan membiasakan diri wiv new environment, new friends, new teachers, new and new and new XD but yea again, I managed it! ahhahha apakan XD but yea yetah this is how we face the process in life isnt it, tanpa tani sedari this is how we became mature~~ :D . one big examination!! O level!!!! phewwwwwww gilerrr tough one!!! Honestly, i havent seen where my future will go at this level XDD psl pyh bah!!! ahhahahha!! XD, then when the result came out, haha alhamdulillah survive jua :DD , but shud we stop here? NOOOOO!!! haha


High School (MakTab DuLi P.M.A.M.B : 2004-2005)

Weeheeeeeee Again!! New Environment!New Friends!New Teachers!!! Phew i think dsini lah dat really changed my life, but but i think maybe, i just feel that kalau ku nda masuk ostel, i wont be like this today kali :) , d md bnyk mengajar diriku erti kehidupan, ceyyyaahhhh hahaha but yea again this is another process in life! :D , wuhhhh exam is never been dat easy!!!! haha A Level???? MEMBUNUH!!! hahahahhaa ane banar banarrrrr i dun think dat i will survive!!!! hahahaha, tapi again , Alhamdulillah, my rezqi from Allah :) , dapat jua!!! XDD


Ijazah Sarjana Muda!(2006-2010)(Universiti Brunei Darussalam)

Ngaaaaaaaaaaaaa Again Everything is new!! ahahhahahha but yea some friends masihlah maintain hehehe coz bnyknya dr high school geng lah jua :DD. but Phewww awal2 it's not that easy!!! Assignment menimbun, alum biasa cana kan buat reference thingy, presentations! research! phewww tough tough hahaa but yea........ this is what it takes to get degree! so JusT Do It!!!! XDD , 4 years in UBD really2 meninggalkan banyak kenangan, pengajaran ,dugaan, sedih,tawa, suka, duka, stress, downs,ups, loves,hates , BUT BUT This is what we really need to complete our ingredients of life , right?? :) but of course we learn from those :). Ive become one of students council members jua where i learned so many things from it, and so on.

Here jua, one of dugaan paling bsr jua is..... My dad passed away during my second year...:') , it's not an easy period for me honestly but yea Allah loves him more, atu yg terbaik untuknya rather than saw him in pain >.< .....

but apa yg terkilan sikit....about today's convocation.. tipu lah klw tadi tym konvo atu i didnt feel sad tkanang bapa.... this is the event yang ea tunggu2, yg ea mau attend , im the final one in the family for him to see with this achievement..... tapi yea Allah knows better ..... *Al fatihah.... I miss you bapa.... >.<.. if only u were here and see me: "Pa~Ku Dapat Degree dah!! :')"* , i know i shud be strong , at least mama can still see my achievement :) , Unlimited Thanks To Mama n AllahYarham Haji Julay (Bapa) yang susah payah menjaga dari damit smpy bsr cani and i still need them ... :')


WhaTever it is, Thanks To My Mama, Bapa, Siblings (All Seven's 7) , Friends, Teachers from primary up till university , smua every single person in my life did change my perception in life and make my life colourful!!!!


To Class 2010!! Happy GraduaTion!!!! Congratz!!! Alhamdulillah We Made It!!!!! weheeeeeee!!!!


Thanks To My Bros n Sis yang attend majlis tadi pagi :) Hugsssss and Lovessss


Tonnes Of Loves,
Graduate 2010 @ Alumni @ Ba.Education Degree Holder (Major in Economics Minor In Mathematics)




Saturday 1 May 2010

Mama is Back~~

SalaM Again~~~ XD

Just a short post... Mama is back from hospital few days back...alhamdulillah.... I'm Very happY!!! the home w/out her is very very very dull......:/

Now Our Home is Shining Back~~ Pray For Her Healthiness yea :)

His DreaM

SaLam Dear Blog~~~

Hey~~ Yesterday I've come to my bro punya function.......what function?.... :D upacara perlantikkan kadet2 pegawai askar baru, well not dat banar2 as in bnr2 dpt dah, they have to do OCS (i donno what does it stand for) XD , for monthsss,

well this is one of my bro's dreams, impiannya dr dulu kn jd tentera laut...RAGETTTTT UNIFORMNYA!!!! wawawa melting bh meliat drg ah~ehem~~ XD huk huk hahahha apaaakan~~ XD

and a bit touching jua mliat drg tu, hahah jiwa patriotik kunun XD

n we r nt gonna have the chance to talk wiv him for this 6 weeks psl atu their procedure :/ unless ada smtg really2 emergency baru tah dpt...

hahha goodluck bro~~ XD


well some pix.....








Love From sis To bro~~~

Alai Nana~~